A letter from a friend
Hey Beautiful, just Smile
I’m excited about people, i find myself with little thoughts that make me laugh or smile out loud. I notice more things, the things that matter, that give rise to happiness when before all i felt was dark, and i didn’t even know it. Funny that you aren’t here, i thought i saw you the other day and i got excited, i followed in my car, until i lost you in traffic. Anyway, sometimes i still get sad, but quickly find myself looking at the brighter part of that situation adn being thankful that i am out of it. Also making great efforts not to feel sorry for myself. Loving myself more often and appreciating what and who i am more often. Even this morning on the way to work thoughts in my head trickling down like cool rain on a warm afternoon, so comforting i couldn’t help but laugh. I started writing again too, almost as soon as he left. I started writing another book, about the rise that others cause in me. Called “New Tensions” it’s more about raw passion and stifled… well just being stifled and not allowed to reach maximum potential. Well, my reality has always been my own anyway…
It sounds like overall your life is going well, i am happy to hear that. I am sorry that i was not more appropriate with you in the past. I didn’t realize i was so unhappy or un friendly and mean. if and when you travel this way please let me know. Your hugs were always very comforting.
love,
B
